YESSS

mixed feelings.

when i woke up i swore i loved you
now im falling asleep and i dont even know you
i tell you everything
and nothing at the same time
when i tell you what you want to hear
i break your heart
because tomorrow these words i force myself to speak
wont mean a thing
to me
but since they meant the world to you
the world as we know it
is now broken
your half
and my half
forgive me
when i tell you to leave
i really mean please stay
when i tell you i miss you
i really mean stay away
i want you, i really do
but ask me tomorrow
and ill let you know if this is still true

rmk

whale wars!

i LOVEEEEE this show

where there is hope

my mind is blank
my heart is empty
my soul is lost
my eyes are tired
my hands hold nothing
yet my feet continue to move
because i still have hope


rmk

words..

when we touch its poetic, beautiful. a bit angelic, for a moment i have wings. and in that moment my feathers will brush your cheeks, just enough to wipe away your tears. your doubts, brush away your fears. ill give you something you never thought of, unthinkable. unattainable. we will adapt, this is more than a belief or feeling. we have made it a true fact. no my love, no pact is needed. we are bonded forever, we share the same heart. lets not break it apart


Rach

on a mission to have sex with dwight howards biceps!

wow

i miss this blog spot =[

buenos dias

So I'm laying here at 935am watching made, and some people are straight ridiculous. Are these people for real? I didn't know some people were so sheltered. Anyways, got color on my new tattoo last night, it hurt like hell. One more session and my tattoo will be done. Seriously debating on getting a full sleeve. Might as well now since I'm half way there. Absolutely nothing to do this whole day, what to do with myself... I wish it was hotter so I could go to the beach. No more class, so happy for summer.

I've lost my creativity, and I cannot find it. Its really fustrating!! I have been itching to write any and everything but can't seem to write anything down! Grrrr.


Let's get some greek food and see a awesome movie tonite ! Sounds perfect =)


Oh, and got a new puppy his name is Buster. So cute, pics coming asap.

dear summer,

Yess, done with this semester !! Let the summer festivities begin =)
My goal this summer is to learn how to surf.
Got a job at armani so kissing the phone job goodbye, thank the lord.
Also I am now an assistant coach for a 12 and under boys bball team (this should be very interesting) lol
Ok, byeee

body language

communication through body language; is where most of our dialogue is recieved, no need for words each thought is percieved. flashbacks of conversations from last night makes me want to time travel, each word spoken makes my heart and mind unravel. anxious to see you reach your peak, i need to talk to you but there will be no words to speak. read me, . . [Rmk]

a hard ? & an easy ?

easy question:

what do you dislike about yourself?

hard question:

what do you like about yourself?

maybe ?

everyday
i sit on the same bench
waiting
in hopes that maybe
you will pass me by
and on the way to the bench
everyday
i pick a flower
and lay it down beside me
so that maybe
if you fail to see the beauty i possess
the flowers beauty will catch your eye
and when you see the flower
maybe
you will see me too


[rmk]