feb 1 2009

marks my 20th year of life! one more year to the big 21. I love my family, I love my friends. I love my LIFE. Thanks for all the birthday wishes and caviar dreams party people. Love you all...

mhhmm. me like.

vocals...

chuck norris FACTS?

Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits.

The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain.

The Great Wall of China was originally created to keep Chuck Norris out. It failed miserably.

There is no theory of evolution, just a list of creatures Chuck Norris allows to live.

Chuck Norris originally appeared in the "Street Fighter II" video game, but was removed by Beta Testers because every button caused him to do a roundhouse kick. When asked bout this "glitch," Norris replied, "That's no glitch."

There are no weapons of mass destruction. Just Chuck Norris.

A Chuck Norris-delivered Roundhouse Kick is the preferred method of execution in 16 states.

Chuck Norris CAN believe it's not butter.

If tapped, a Chuck Norris roundhouse kick could power the country of Australia for 44 minutes.

French surrendered to Chuck Norris just to be on the safe side

*for more fun facts:

http://www.funfunnyfacts.com/fun-facts/funny-chuck-norris-facts.html

words ...

no one understands, i seem to be misunderstood. we can't find common ground, your standing where i stood. i never do what im told, even though i should. you wouldnt be able to entertain my thoughts, even if you could. i try not to mislead, because ive been misled. always say what i think, closed mouths arent fed. i tend not to feed the needy,lessons have taught me they tend to get a little greedy. i dont steal from the rich, i dont give to the poor. i dont give my heart to boys, since they are never really sure. so i told myself to keep it, like an untold story or a secret. you can hold my hand, but you cant hold my heart. my heart tells me to let go, but my mind tells me be smart. so ill keep my heart & my sanity, and just takes your apart.


-rmk<3

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all falls down...

seems like he wrote this verse for me ..

Man I promise, she's so self conscious
She has no idea what she's doing in college
That major that she majored in don't make no money
But she won't drop out, her parents will look at her funny
Now, tell me that ain't insecurrre
The concept of school seems so securrre
Sophmore three yearrrs aint picked a careerrr
She like fuck it, I'll just stay down herre and do hair
Cause that's enough money to buy her a few pairs

set free again

guess this ones untitled for now, any suggestions?

you cant break a heart
thats already been broken
you cant take back those words
that you have already spoken
i dont have expectations of you catching me
when i trip and im falling down
im laying here paralyzed
face against the cold hard ground
i should have said goodbye
when we first said hello
didnt think about coming down from that high
now im saying farewell from below


-rmk

scattered thoughts

Just a few ideas, somewhat like a brain-storm so I hope you get my point:


Reality changes when knowledge is gained. Our beliefs are based on the knowledge we attain. Our beliefs determine our reality, and once are beliefs are altered so is reality as we know it. I believe as our knowledge increases, our beliefs are reformed, which makes reality ever changing. Knowledge is reality changing. Knowledge is POWERFUL. So don't sleep on your education or enlightening your mind, because WE can change the world.

busybusybusy

So, school started yesterday & my schedule is sooo full now! Monday - Thursday I have class from 8-11 and then work 12-530. Pretty much a full day, so in between time I have to find the energy to hit the gym, hang out with family and friends, run errands, and surf the web. PLUS my birthday is THIS sunday [feb 1st] & I am going to be a BEAST. Im going HARD Thursday-Sunday, by the way I'm going to be 20 ! Rolling on DUBS! LOL. Not to mention, my laptop is broken so I have to send it in for repairs and I'm not sure how long thats going to take... BUT I will try and post atleast once a day or once every other day to keep the world informed <3


PS. I know this is odd, but I missed school. I love learning, sounds geeky... but some of us like to be life long learners and I am definitely one of those people who believe we are always capable of growing and learning something new everyday.

not a doormat, literally.

AZ vs Houston. AZ won 96-90; Chase Budinger is a San Diego native that graduated from La Costa Canyon, being that I was born, raised, and still reside in San Diego... I felt I had an obligation to share this horrendous act of unsportsmanlike conduct with the world !

living or just existing?

I'm amazed on how things can change so quickly. Have you ever looked back to the past and think who was I then? How did I get HERE? My grandpa being in the hospital is making me think a lot about life, and not just my life... but LIFE in general. I just think its unbelievable how there are so many people in life, that don't really live. They exist, and I think its so sad to wake up one day and realize that you didn't live your life to the fullest. My ultimate goal in life is to LIVE my life the way that makes me happiest. I swear to myself that I will not allow anyone else bring me down or shape the decisions I make. Time flies, and the thing that scares me most is waking up an old lady and having regrets that I didn't do this or that, didn't do what made me happy, didn't make my own choices. When I look back to the life I have led so far, I am content. I have a wonderful family, the best friends, I have had more good times than most can count in a lifetime, I've found something I'm passionate about, I work, I go to school, I've had ups, downs, in- betweens, I have loved with my whole heart and gave everything I could towards it, I've had my heartbroken, I have forgiven, I have forgot; then I think of how much MORE I want to do: more nights that turn into mornings, graduate from college, love, get married, have kids, be the best mom ever, successful career, grow old, travel, own a house, baby sit my grand kids, etc. In these hard times, we still have so much to be thankful for, I am truly thankful for my past, present, and opportunity for the future; living life, not existing.